chapter i. ocean & sunsets

my favourite colour is the shade of mountains when the sun bid adieu

-sunset

as the sun stoops down to kiss the ocean,
I feel complete for the first time

-sunsets for one

as the sun makes its exit, the real play begins

complex characters of sunset yellow and cotton candy pink

enters the stage interacting with one another

each act more brilliant than the last

until the final curtain call

and the moon ushers you goodbye

“see you tomorrow night”

-the finest play

the dampness of yesterday wisps away

with the dawn of a new day

-morning dew

everything is blue

where the sky meets the mountains meets the ocean

sky dotted in white puffs of clouds

mountain tops dusted with powder sugar

ocean glimmering in the sun

I’ve never known so many shades of blue

until I laid eyes on you

-vancouver coastline

the thing about sunsets is that you can easily take it for granted

but no two sunsets are the same

for you never know when you’ll meet the one

that is so painstakingly beautiful

it simply moves you to tears

-may second

enveloped in a warm squeeze

she welcomes me back

like a mother’s hug

-ocean’s homecoming

the sweet sound of the waves crashing

over and over again against the sand

I hear you

thank you for bringing me back to the present

away from my thoughts

awaking me from my worried dream

-ocean’s call back to her

it is by the ocean

that I feel completely myself

to not perform for anyone

to not be anyone

but myself

-my happy place

I finally figured out why I love sunsets

it’s not that they can be simultaneously shades of flaming red, brilliant blue, and cotton candy pink

it’s because if you bat an eye

it won’t ever look the same again

I love sunsets because it reminds me

how beautifully impermanent life is

-catching sunsets

“how do you love the ocean so

when you did not grow up near the ocean?”

you ask, and I ask:

“have you ever sat by the water and felt its presence so deeply

that you could feel the water weaving between your fingers

mesmerized by each wrinkle on the surface

moved to silence by the shades of emerald blue?

well I have

don’t tell me how to love

like there is only one way”

-you do not need to justify who you are and what you love

the day my heart broke

I laid in the sun

like a shrivelled plant

the sun and the sea brought me back to life

-the sun & the sea